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Thanks for everything.
Sunday, December 27, 2009 @ 11:08 PM Today, you just made me realise that a leopard will probably never be able to change its spots. Once a liar, you will always be known as a liar no matter how much you change. Today, thought it through. Because of one relationship, i get greedy for more. Today, I tell myself for the very last time that i'm not handsome, smart or whatever. I'm never good in anything. So stop deceiving myself. Today, I ask myself, who am i actually smiling for. Cut the false pretence. Your smile ain't nice anyway. Today, I wished hard, that i would be that boy i used to be, dumb, immature, whatever. Not having any worries, being a good son. Today, I told myself, it's about time i stop trying, because i'll never be good at anything even if i give it my 200%. I ain't talented. Things going through my head right now, stop, no more, it's over. I tell people that i'm one of a kind, i'm the best, but no. I suck. Because i'm Nicholas Tan Sen Jian. I can type all these out to show everyone, i'm not embarrassed that people will laugh when they see this, because i know it's the truth and there's no point in hiding. You truely made me realise that i've been deceiving myself all this while. I don't want to smile anymore. I'm really tired.. ): Thanks for everything you once done for me, for i am grateful, you gave my life a whole different prospect. Now it's time i go back to who i once used to be. |
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Currently 19 studying in NYP. It's alright if i'm not happy, as long as the people around me are! (: And everyday i'm shufflingggg! Peace out! ☮ |
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