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Shortlived Dreams
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @ 10:25 AM Decided to sleep early yesterday, however i couldn't. Things of the past went through my mind, what have i been doing all this while. I'm tired, really tired. I wish i could stop with the fake smiles. I don't want to deceive myself anymore. I want to be the boy i once was, never once did care about his image, how people thought about him, carefree. I'd rather be someone without any confidence. I hate myself now. Is it that fun to make use of me? You made me realise a long time ago that i was just a stepping stone for people to get up when they have fallen. You told me you were great, people are sure to love you. Yeah fuck it. I'm not good in anything. No matter how much i try, it's useless. However you did raise my confidence in doing things and then threw in all on the ground. Both used to tell me that they will always be there for me at my darkest moment, but thanks where were you people in the end. You two threw it on the ground too. God, i'm tired. Please change me back to the boy i once was. One that did not have any problems to think of everyday.
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Currently 19 studying in NYP. It's alright if i'm not happy, as long as the people around me are! (: And everyday i'm shufflingggg! Peace out! ☮ |
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